Thursday, August 30, 2007, 9:01 pm -.-
SICK! :(
Monday, August 27, 2007, 9:49 pm BOOxD
Dear, I am so many post ahead of you already.
You better do some catching up.

Its an unfortunate loss to my Aunt's family.
That Grandpa passed on.
Just within a day after operation.
I totally couldn't believe my ears when I heard about it.
Sigh, so have to stay strong with them.

Anyways, School was fine today.
We had Tps lesson followed by OFA.
HAHA I'm so going to pass MS access.
Than lastly BZF.
THAN THAN, Dear came to pick me from school.
We went to shop for his sandals.
Found the PERFECT one.
And it was buy 1st pair at $19.90 than the next at $10.00. hohoho.
So I ended up getting one too.

He will be ending exams on the 29th Aug.
That means he will be working with me. YAY!
Dear is it for or with??
Never mind.

SERIOUSLY!
MY DEAR IS ONE JEALOUS PIG!
BUT I STILL LOVE HIM ANYWAYS.
SOMETIMES I GET SO ANNOYED BY YOU.
BUT I END UP GIVING IN TO YOU.
IN MANY MANY WAYS,
YOU ARE LIKE ALREADY A PILLAR OF MY LIFE.
I JUST WANT TO LEAN ON YOU FOR SUPPORT
EVEN FOR NO REASON.
YOU ASK ME WHY I LOVE YOU?
I CAN'T EXPLAIN MYSELF EITHER.
I JUST KNOW I LOVE YOU.
I WAS ASKED, ARE YOU SURE YOU LOVE HIM?
I REPLIED THEM:"YES,I DO."
I KNOW WHATEVER I DO, YOU WILL BE UNHAPPY ABOUT
SOMETHING.
I FEEL SO TIRED TRYING TO ALWAYS EXPLAIN THINGS.
THAN LATER HAVING TO QUARREL ABOUT THINGS.
IT ALWAYS HAPPENS.
YOU SAID YOU WOULD TRY.
BUT STILL....
DAY BY DAY WE ARE TRYING TO LEARN AND UNDERSTAND
EACH OTHER BETTER.
THROUGH OUR QUARRELS OUR LOVE GROWS STRONGER.
I JUST WANT TO SHARE YOUR GOOD AND BAD TIMES.
I'M SORRY, IF I AM NOT THE MOST UNDERSTANDING OR
MOST LOVABLE GIRLFRIEND IN THE WORLD.
I KNOW I'M NOT A EASY PERSON TO LOVE.
I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR LOVE
WITH ME.

I LOVE YOU

LOVE,
SAMANTHA

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Thursday, August 23, 2007, 9:15 pm precious.
I feel so unlike myself today.
Feels like I have not wake up my from
previous night sleep.

Anyways, starting my day.
Feeling my body aching all over.
I think it was from the other day's run.
Can't even sneeze or laugh properly.
Once I do it.
It hurts like mad.

We ended school earlier than usual.
Due to a change of plan.
So happy me.
I met up with dear.
At J8 than proceed to Toa Payoh hub's popular.
To get his stationary for his exam.
Than went grocery shopping at ntuc fairprice.
So random.
But we felt like eating sushi, but it wasn't that appetizing.
So we gave it a missed,
Instead we bought Champagne Grapes.
Small in size, Sour in taste.
Dear used it to make a heart-shaped on a dish.
LOL!
And ate it all in one go.
SOUR like the LEMON?
No idea.
Shall upload that picture the next time.

I currently am starving.
I am so deprived of my dinner.
My brother ate rice for 3 persons and left not a single grain for me.
Sad.
No dinner for me.
Not sure whether should I laugh or cry.
Laugh because means I can skip dinner and cut down on carbohydrate,
Cry because no one cares whether I eat or not.
Sigh. Whatever.

I feel too lethargic to go school tomorrow.
Only for 2 lessons till 10.
And I will have all the free time in the world.
Which of course my friends know what I would do.
Oh bother!
Hee. Dear is delighted upon hearing it.
Which means more time for him.

And, I am so going to have a good night's sleep.
The weather is "sleep-perfect" for me.
Its going to pour down.
Woots.

I pray for my darling's CKT tomorrow.
Hope all will go smoothly & everything you have revised on
puts in good use. My dear dear is SO SMART k.
Think postive.
;)

Nights people.

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Saturday, August 18, 2007, 6:51 pm pics


Friday, August 17, 2007, 8:09 pm Sweet Beginnings Bitter Endings
I've decided to change my blogskin,
but yet to find the perfect one.

I am blogging because I am in a superb mood.
Feeling so refresh.
Why?
Because it RAINED!
And I have a wonderful time napping.
:D

So this morning I woke up at 6.15.
Instead of snoozing the alarm,
I pressed the off button instead.
Fortunately, I had darling to call me up.
If not I would really be late for lessons.
I just had to go to school today even though
it was just for like 1hr 30 mins.
OFA is so important.
So we revised on Ms Access.
Than we were dismiss, stayed on a little while with
Bell, Ayin and others.
Than went on to meet him.

Surprisingly, I didn't fall sick despite being caught in the rain.
Vic and I just love rainy days.
Perfect weather for sleeping.
*winks
Whole afternoon I was at darling's house.
That sleepyhead was so tired.
I don't know why. :|

SO many things to do, still have lots of people whom
I have yet to catch up with.
Yes, Annabelle you are on the top of the list okay.
Don't need to murder me.
If you really did there wouldn't be any ME anymore.
:(
Followed by many many others.

In times of silence and loneliness.
I reflect on the past.
Thinking of all the mischiefs that I done.
In my memories, I see him.
I still miss my grandpa.
sigh

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007, 10:04 pm Personal
I left my blog untouched for so many weeks.
However much I want to update.
I can't because by the time I am home its already too late.

Anyways, I am updating today.
Like FINALLY because today was the last day of
my grandfather's wake.
Through this I have seen many changed.
More loving towards each other, learning to forgo their
pride of being right or wrong to actually talk to each other.
And, I know that they actually do love each other even
though they don't put it through words.

And, seriously I am glad that my dearest cousins whom
I never talk much to them. Are actually so amicable.
Maybe because my "world of cousin" used to only revolve
round VAL.

Even though I was sad that my grandpa passed on.
But I am actually relieved to see him free from physical sufferings.
So yeah I have learned to cherish my family and relatives more now.
VAL VAL. Please comfort granny more okay.
I am so worried about her.

I am really sorry to dear.
So sorry that I had terrible mood swings.
That I would suddenly flare up for no reason.
Sorry that I said that you don't understand me.
It was just out of frustration.
Please don't take it to heart alright.
I know that you have lots of family problems too.
I will face it together with you alright.
You have been through UPs and DOWNs with me.
Just want to thank you.
I know I have already said it countless of times to you.
But still I want to say it.
I LOVE YOU.
All the best to your exams.
Study hard. :D
I will be by you supporting okay.
Long winded ME.

I will upload photos soon when I have it downloaded onto
the computer.

I am glad that I have so many wonderful friends around me.
Thanks all.
I am having a really bad splitting headache.
My bed is calling out to me.
EYES too heavy.
Hee.

Nights everybody.

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