Friday, September 29, 2006, 7:38 pm neccessity is a need for new inventions.
Back after a day at school.
Just realised,I have been blogging too much of school.
However I am sure you people know how stress I am.
So anyways, today during geog we went through prelims
questions. Than spend some time talking about O'level
stuffs.
'Imagine some teachers say aim for Poly.
Yet their actions speaks otherwise.
Giving us courses for ITE! :(
And telling us, you people won't make it to poly.
Only end up in ITE.'
They are so contradicting, I'm so confused.
Oh well, I will make it.

Let me see do I have any symtoms for ;
  1. Headaches- YES! ALWAYS
  2. Poor concentration- OMG YES AGAIN!
  3. irritability- YES,YES AND YES
  4. Poor appetite-HMMMMM...
  5. Breathlessness-SOMETIMES
  6. Depression-I DON'T THINK SO
  7. Loss of self confidence-MAYBE A LITTLE
  8. Self multilation-hmmm. no

Notice that my entire post is on school. I am getting a little eccentric here. My friends are cool though.We relaxed a little during Fnn. Crap with my fav teacher.I hope things goes well next week. 13 oct will be graduation day and after that will be study break. Anyways I wish to all my loved ones;Andy,Ying,Gina,Valery,Mervin,Kevin and others whom I did not mention.Yeah all the best to your examinations.I sure you people will do it. *cheers.

I've given up hope on a hopeless deciever.

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Thursday, September 28, 2006, 7:44 pm hectic schedule & lifestyle.
Imagine having to spend our entire day in school.
How much worse can that be.
We will be having mock test everyday.
OMG its very tiring.
After O's I am going to play like CRAZY.
I need a life please.
Just thinking about school makes me sick.

Those who are worrying about me out there.
Don't worry.. I guess you haven't seen the shagged me.
Thats how I am now. JUST TOLERATE a few more months! ARGGH
Wednesday, September 27, 2006, 10:18 pm I'm Tired.
MY MOOD: TIRED!
MY FAV MUSIC:STAYS ARE BLIND!
MY DAY: HECTIC..
 
This is how tired I am. I don;t even know what I am doing or saying. All because of last night, couldn't sleep well. Sigh. Today is the day which I feel so restless. We had our surprised maths mock, typical of my teacher.Than stayed back in school all thanks to him till 4.30. I went to BK with tina for late lunch cum dinner. I need my sleep. Oh yes need to get vitamin supplements.Arrgghh... I am really very tired. HELP ME!.
 
 
Anyways I just realised I need my eyecandy.
Someone to support me when I am feeling down,
be the first to know I am happy. And love me.
I am feeling so depressed today, all thanks to the lack of sleep.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006, 6:49 pm exfoliation. hahaha!
so cute!
YAY!
Its a day without having to go to school.
So spend my entire day at home.
Been sleeping throughout the day.
I am such a pig!
BUT sleeping its the best thing ever...
heee...
Have to go back to school tomorrow.Sigh
Photo taking, I hate it.
I am so anxious about my prelim results.
Its like I will sure fail!
HELP!
Andy's b'dae is coming.
So whoever wants to come to his party.
Sign up with me. BAHAHA
Just kidding. :X
My blogging format is so not like me.

Living everyday just having you by my side
is all that matters now.
Without you I wouldn't know how I would survive.
I went astray but you led me back to your side.
I need you every minute of my life.
<3



Monday, September 25, 2006, 8:46 pm A smile away...
Hola!
I am here to blog. :D
Today woke up with a bad headache.
I guess that I didn't have enough sleep.
Haaha i super high today can!
My geography P1 got highest in class!
Like WOOTS! 33/40

Hmmm. I got nothing to blog liao.
I loathe someone. :P
Sunday, September 24, 2006, 8:15 am Eyecandy<3
Morning!
Fancy me waking up so early to blog.
Just having the urge to blog now
because my mood will be ruin later.-.-
Had a sleepless night.
Tossing and turning in bed.
I wonder was it due to the coldness in the room
or my heart. hmmm...
Sometimes it amuses me, how simple yet complicated
life can be.
For a moment, you think that you are the most unfortunate
person.
And the next you realize that there are others suffering a
worst fate than you.
To VAL!
hey girl, Nah about my post,I was just teasing you.
Or rather nothing to blog so I blogged about you,
since you were the one who asked me to update.
:D
haha I am just joking.
Andy can be compassionate at times.
But most of the times he is just being a busybody trying to
know whats going on in my life. =X
But he seriously is a BHB. Flaunting his 100% marks test paper.
Making a mountain out of a molehill.
If you get what I mean.
About VAL[since I can't write any testimonials about you anymore]
She is my dearest cousin.
The first infact whom I am closest to.
I wonder why is it because of our parents or its just because
we just *click together perfectly.
I remember those endless argument,whining, making each other
cry,vaining away, wanting to dress up like TWINS.
Yeah those were the innocent times. :D
Hahaha oh yes, even to the extent whereby either u or wei long kor
team up to bully me, or i team up with him to bully you.
(come to think of it how come we didn't get the slightest chance to
bully him back)
Those were the FUN times.
You are always there for me, just a call away.
A person who I can share problems, whine to [esp about some people],
gossip away(I know its bad).
Never seen anyone else like her who is so bubbly, optimistic,
nice and etc[or I wouldn't finish this post.]
Its just that some people would never understand the closest between us.
And I sincerely hope that we would stay as close like this forever.
Particularly because you are my sister.
[i am always longing for a younger sister.]
Just like I say when you are feeling down, my ears and heart are open
to you. When you are feeling happy, I would be happy for you. When
you are in tears, I would provide you with tissue :P.(go find his shoulders)
Just joking! I would try to cheer you up with my crappiness.
Just remember I am only a phone call away.
Sorry though my phone is off to silent mode sometimes
so I won't answer your call.
Oh well, Just wrote this post to express my feelings of having
a sis like you. Love ya sis.

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Saturday, September 23, 2006, 10:07 pm drama mimics reality




Hello people or whoever that reads my blog,
I am back to blog!
After a rather boring day, changing my blogskin.
Its finally done.
But still wondering what picture should I put.
Oh wells. I would have to change it again.
Just this evening my bro's gf dropped by, bought
us some yummy durain crepes. Really delicious
bachusoyo!

It sometimes frightens me just at the thought,
when some people neglects others feelings.
It makes me wonder a lot.
This few days I have recalled a lot about the past.
Especially when I am all alone, I would be trapped deep
into my memories. It seems so vivid that tears just flows
from my eyes unknowningly.
Could it be the hurt that has accumulated?
Or is it fearing th
at it would happen again.
Don't worry people its not about bgr.
I wouldn't be so foolish after that time.
But real life incidents that really upset me.
Talking about bgr, I had a nightmare just a few days back.
I dreamt of being rejected by a two-timer.
Woah. It was like shocking I woke up stunned! O.o
Back to the thoughts..
More like what happen in my real life situation.
Just like my title says:'dramas mimics reality'
It really is true to a large extent!

My brother is currently beside me ranting about
'If you are feeling sad can talk to me.'
so sweet arh he.
Than now he is BHBing.
haha I just like to make fun of him.
BAHAHA
Above there is a picture of me and him.
& some people thinks he is my bf.
like whatever.
K I need to lose weight!
=.=






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Friday, September 22, 2006, 8:49 pm a facade behide those cheery faces.
I am updating my blog!
All thanks to valery!
Oh well, its super boring day!
Took last paper of prelims.
Yay!
Siu long called me a kiddo for being so happy.
=.=
Than I came home bathe and slept till 2 or 3 plus.
Than valery woke me up with her call.
Couldn't sleep anymore.
She is currently entertaining me with her music.
& she is always head over heels about someone.
Missing that someone.
:D
I want my eye candy!

i drew it.bahaha
Thursday, September 14, 2006, 8:37 pm
Samantha, your true color is Blue!

You're blue — the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you — they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue — and patently you!


Absolutely true.
Rahhs.
I love the colour BLUE.
Oh wells had a sleepy day.
Finish chemistry,
went home and slept the whole day.
Seriously exams is tiring. AHHH
Have to mug for geog.
Rubbish.
better stop thinking too much b4 i get emo.
hahaha.
whatever samantha low!
[:


Wednesday, September 13, 2006, 3:41 pm sugar coated yummy chocolate![:
Rahhs.
Back to blog about my mundane life again.
How boring can it get.
So 3 tedious days of mugging for
bio,lit,maths and ss respectively.
Which I can confirm that its a sure fail.
But seriously maths paper was easier than expected.
So who knows.
Social studies is a sure fail.
I was blabbering and crapping through.
Should have followed my instinct though.
Shucks a big regret.
Oh wells,at least I have my memory to help.-.-
Anyways two more months and all will be over,
YAY. persistance yeah.
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Thursday, September 07, 2006, 2:32 pm SUCH IMBECILES.
Lets see what I am going to blog today.
Well yesterday was pretty fun.
Valery came over to my house.
LOL.
Tough luck huh Val.
Losing your handphone is the worst thing that can happen.
Oh well.
Daddy just changed his hp ytd.
So I am currently holding his old phone.
Hmmm.. not that bad larh.
So anyway I think while playing badminton yesterday.
I hit myself with the racket.
Now my vein is bruise.
Can you imagine how bad it can be.
Oh anyways.
I just realise how some little children.
Can't really call them pre-teens because of their immature behaviour.
Oh well what will the society become.
Valery and me just couldn't stand their imprudence.
Imagine every sentence there will be a explicit.
Even at the thought of it irritates me.
Hahahaha....
My bro is in woodlands with GF.
So sweet 4 months anniversary today.
LOL.
Valery is also in woodlands with BF.
Man I dread going to woodlands.
Tomorrow have to go up there for school.
Sigh=.=
HELP....
Can't wait till I am eighteen for my 1st vodka with xianing.
*grins.
Saturday, September 02, 2006, 9:28 pm mydayissuperb.
Hey back to blog again.[:
Oh yesh had a fun day.
This morning woke up extremely early.
Seriously wonder who called me this morning.
So sorry to that person for rejecting your call.
Thought it was my alarm ringing. =[
Ohwells, today went serangoon garden to have lunch.
Oh the restuarant is classy and the ambience is calm.
Alrights seriously it cost us quite a bit.
But well you have to pay the price for 'good' food.
My aunt was like complaining about my couz having a bf.
what could I do or say.
Just avoid her stare and smile it off.
I feel kind of guilty.
Morever her bf is someone i know
It started with me and than her.
Seriously, can we ever trust them.
Some whom I know aren't even truthful to themselves.
And it will only end up hurting both parties.
isaiah 28:3-4
'God is my ROCK ETERNAL'
OH YEAH.
I have to go church tomorrow.
Can't decide between 2nd or 3rd service.
I too pamper for choice.LOL
My mice are just so adorable.
sigh.
Wonder where is that person I'm waiting for.
NOT A SINGLE REPLY.
HOW CAN I NOT FEEL 'LOVED'

Thanks alot.

*'memories are haunting me,the more I try to not think about it.
It comes back more vividly. Sigh when will that day ever come.'

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Friday, September 01, 2006, 10:58 am HELLO!
HEY!!
Alrigths I am testing out this THING.
Hope it works.
 
, 10:52 am just being bored.
tina and me. just some random pics. And yes the sky is so nice! =X

sunrise?sunset?

Hey I blogging again.
LOL. Beta blogging is so much
better.
LOL Just did the heymaths test.
I can't believe it.
I suck at transformation 1/10.
Can kill myself already.
Oh well...
AHAHA...
I am mad.
Shall go back to bed.
I want to catch a MOVIE.

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